I’m tired
so tired
Of pretending
to know what I’m doing
When I really have no clue
why I’m here,
where I’m going,
what comes next.
I’m tired
of being afraid. Of always
watching for danger,
expecting
the worst, of
never feeling safe.
I’m tired
of being so tired. Of
forcing myself
to keep going, when
I just want to sleep.
I’m tired
of being
alone.
Of constantly
feeling different,
not fitting in,
not being able to relate.
I’m tired of false hopes,
of shattered dreams,
of never getting it right,
of starting over and ov
The Past has Become the Present by rubethemime, literature
Literature
The Past has Become the Present
Unsure
of where to go,
what to do,
when
the past feels like the present.
Can't let go
of the feelings
(fear sorrow disgust rage)
that should've died years ago.
Body's stuck.
The past has become the present.
Can't relax,
can't trust (especially not myself),
can't move on.
How can you
love,
sleep,
adapt,
care,
when
the past is still taking place?
Your eyes may be a little
glossier
than they used to be,
but you're still as
happy
as ever.
Your hips may be a little
weaker
than they used to be,
but you're still as
loyal
as ever.
Your fur may be a little
whiter
than it used to be,
but you're still as
lovable
as ever.
Your bladder may be a little
shallower
than it used to be,
but your heart is still as
big
as it used to be.
I know we may not have much more time together,
but you will always be
my best friend.
It's okay if
they mock you.
If people
try to break you with words.
You're so much more than others' opinions of you.
It's okay if
money's tight.
If simply
providing for basic needs is a challenge.
You're so much more than what you own.
It's okay if
you don't look the way you'd like.
If you
have a few more (or less) pounds than you'd like.
You're so much more than your outward appearance.
It's okay if
you don't quite fit in.
If more often than not
you find yourself alone.
You're so much more than how popular you are.
You're a
living,
breathing,
feeling
human
Something's changed
about me.
I don't know what,
or how,
But I am no longer the same.
I am
still uncertain,
but no longer afraid.
Still alone,
but no longer as lonely.
Still not quite happy,
but no longer sad.
Still flawed,
but no longer ashamed.
Still physically identical,
but fundamentally different.
Something's changed
within me,
and I think it's for the better.
The Pledge of Allegiance by rubethemime, literature
Literature
The Pledge of Allegiance
I pledge allegiance,
to the flag,
of the
Corporate
States of America.
And to the
delusions
for which it stands. A
bipolar
nation,
under God,
with
triviality and self-importance
for all.
Amen.
Why do you care,
if they die young?
You cannot save them,
so why do you care?
Why do you care,
if they are raped and abused?
You do not know them,
so why do you care?
Why do you care,
if their world has been shattered?
They are just Muslims,
so why do you care?
Why do you care,
what happens to them?
So what if they are
starving,
alone,
hurting?
These things happen, and you are
powerless
to prevent them.
So don't worry about those people,
they aren't even Americans.
Your happiness
is more important
than their liv
Eat
alone,
dream
alone.
Think
alone,
feel
alone.
Work
alone,
hurt
alone.
Desire to be
alone,
regret
alone.
Rage
alone,
hate
alone.
Live
alone,
die
alone.